everymorning in 2nd period, i’m always sleeping for a good ten minutes. and sometimes more on movie days. which was todayy. the teacher who also happen to be the xc coach, would always pass by my desk with a stack of papers and hit my lightly on the back of my head to wake me up. but today he simply walked past our tables to pass out paper and left me be.
should i be happy that he left me alone in my dream world?
or should i be sad that he has given up on a student liike me?
I look at those lips and all I wanna do is kiss them. I just wanna push you back onto a wall, grab your head and kiss you, kiss you like I use to. Kiss you with burning passion, with all the energy I have. Kiss you as if we’re the only two that existed in this world and we would never have to stop. Kiss you like the way a woman should kiss her man.
so last night i didnt feel happy, so yeah. i went to sleep thinking i was okay. but it didnt affect my day until after school. there was this one guy on my team that i really liked as a friend and stuff. hes just so friendly. and we were once close. but he changed. people on the team agree, we often talk about him on aim and the things we say were all negative or just honest things about the person he has become. he however,just doesnt know it himself.
but whatever. finally today he came up to my face and trying to be the tough guy. i couldnt take it anymore and it just ruined my day even more, i yelled at him, “Chillax!” and pushed him back. i never yelled at anyone before. or do anything like that to anyone before. and i broke down.
thx andy gee, for looking out for me, he slapped him back for me. and i didnt even know.
then someone else was messing around with him becasue he didnt know what happened earlier. i started crying and i ran to Father. and fell on my knees. huge mental breakdown man… havent had those in a long while.
rebecca laughed and tried to calm me and called me a big baby. xD
other than that… practice was okay. 1600 1200 800 3X400s. weightroom. my arms hurt now.
practice was hard esp since it was the first day back after a week of gloomy and wet days. to make matters worst, janet’s "restroom" attacks came back and jessica was TOUCHED for the first time in her life. by… a DOG. =OOOO GASPP.
Janet was pulling on Jessica’s arm on the down hill as two dogs ran up the hill to us. Instantly, i stooped down to greet them with open arms and with a positive attitude. I turned around and laughed as Janet pulled jessica back. after the dogs and i have made our instant bond, it ran to jessica and brushed against her leg. i’m never gonna forget the way she said "dont… touch… me!!!"
later i found out that janet wasnt protecting jessica by pulling on her sweatshirt… Janet was hiding behind jessica because she was scared too.
teehee. you two are hella funny <3 . :D
then we had weightroom. yada yada yada. same old jokes "Chung Jung" energy drink.
i saw a lady pushing her cart around juss like any other shopper. common and insignificant to the eye. but if you put this woman amont 100 other ordinary shoppers, one thing will stick out to you.
She had a tube coming out of her nose to help her breathe.
imagine her endless trips to the hospital, the doctors. what we see outside the comforts of her own home is juss the suface of all the medication and helps she need to get around. I’m never going to complain about crazy period problems and headaches or a little cold ever again. =X
running back and forth between the streets of China Town in the rain….
right before school let out, like 3 mins before the bell at 12:32, SOMEONE decided to go to china town. so yeah i wanted to tag along. but SOMEONE (ahem.. ying) doesnt wanna take bart.. -__-;; so the three of us walked to the bus stop by the school. the weather was okay still but it got worst as the bus brought us closer and closer to Oakland. =T
thx to jordan, i’m not much of a bus person… so i didnt even know how to open the bus door, i just stood ther. =[ but Ying was like “pushhh” so i pushed. XD anyways. it was pouring cats and dogsand frogs and giraffes and water. We first went to quicklies to get a drink. but being the Ying she is, she HAD to get hers at Sweetheart. okay so we walked to sweet heart, then we decided to get vietnamese bread for lunch, Salina and i wanted very much the one across from the Cultural Center, but NUU… Ying being the odd ball again wanted to eat at another vietnamese bread place. rawr so w/e =P we ate ther. but salina and i agreed tat we prefer our original place best. XD
okay so after our little meal, we walked down teh block to Victoria’s Dad’s jewelery shop and then Salina wanted to get another piercing. holy crap. like 8th one? ish? iono. anyways. she was such a brave brave child :D i was practically screaming in my head. >_<
After that… we went to Fun shop, the store next to it, and the hello Kitty store. ying ended up getting eraser refills and a pencil pouch. salina and i just had to pee reallllllllllllllllly bad. okay so its time to go homee… and i wanted to take teh bart =T but they didtn want to. and i was too scared to take the bart by myself THX TO JORDAN omgawd.
So we bused bused bused. and some scary ppl were on the bus D: a girl got off the stop before ying and i got off, and some boys in the back, according to salina said , “we should follow her and take her to the hotel”
uh-oh… =[ but they didnt. so at teh next stop, ying and i got off but she turned right!!!!! and i turned left. i was soooo freaked out to walk to my mom’s car alone. omgawd. never busing again. -______-;;
wahh.. i miss jordan and his taxi…. Dx
but all in alll.. i guess today was a fun dayy. =P
1. Felluhs, asian girls LOVE taking pictures. So expect alot of photoshoots of you two. Don’t worry, you’ll like it
2. Asian girls are most likely to have a blog, if its a tumblr, or a blogspot
(haha everyone knows tumblr is better). So if your girl is not herself, try seeing those vents
2.5 if you did something messed up, then you better expect a thousand reblogs of her post of you being a fool, and all her ladies hating your ass.
3. Asian girls have asian parents. But don’t worry about their dad killing you, unless you are a jerk. First impressions mean EVERYTHING to them. If you can cook, then you are good to go, haha.
3.5 when meeting your parents, asian girls are very respectful.
4. If you don’t know what XXI is, you are about to be in a painful coma. Most asian girls practically live there.
5. Asian girls love talented guys. So show us what you got.
5.5 If you think theres nothing special about yourself, ask the girl and she’ll give you a list. Why? because shes your girl, and she knows what she is doing. If you were really uninteresting, she wouldn’t be there.
6. If you treat us differently with your friends, we’ll think you are a pussy. End of story.
7. Don’t you dare make fun of us on our periods, we will rip your eyes out, make you eat them, tear your tongue and hair and burn them, stab you multiple times, and throw you in a frozen lake so you won’t escape. (well, maybe not, but just a big warning, we will turn compleately incredible hulk on you)
8. Keep your promises. Its self explanitory.
9. If you make her cry, see number 7 for some details on what her friends will do to you.
10. Act like the man in the relatinship, if you make her do everything, you can kiss her goodbye.
so like this one HECKAAA old guy. give or take 60. was sooo stupid.
so i’m like sitting like 3 feet away from him on the pew. and he wouldnt stop shaking his leg. i’m just like. wtheck… SOOO annoying. -__-;;
i kept looking up from his leg to him, staring but i didnt think he got the memo. So wen it was time to stand up and say a prayer, i was like “uh. excuse me. can you like stop shaking ur leg.. thanks. *rolls eyes*” dun noe if he knew wat i was talking about.. but oh well. he stopped for TEN minutes ugh.
i love how my mom didnt stop me. <3
anyways THENN when it was time to kneel when we’re receiving the Bread and Wine, that same guy and hecka ppl rest their elbows on the back of the pew that is in front of them. wow. u cant do that. i noe ppl forget once in a while but dont make it a habit. Resting ur elbow on the pew is equivalent to putting ur elbow on the table while dining with Jesus. So just a reminder to ppl to not do that. Its so disrespectful and i just hate to see people deviate from the right way to sit with God.
Janet and i were taking turns on weights. dang you CVHS coaches. always be makin us work hella hard. but the fun part was that everytime someone else is on the weights, you gotta go outside to jump 50 times with a jump rope. ahhaha guys wont stop whipping themselves in the back. teehee :D
after that, we had to go to the crunch machineeee. and Coach Nelson thinks its SOOO funny that he jst had to make fun of me and jordan’s last name. -__-;;
FOR THE LAST TIME HELLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOo. “CHUNG JUNG” IS NOT AN ENERGY DRINK. OMGAWD.
anyways. couldnt stop laughing so coach just told me to get off the machine xD
an actual essay written by a college applicant. the famous author: Hugh Gallagher. now attends NYU because of this.
I am a dynamic figure, often seen scaling walls and crushing ice. I have been known to remodel train stations on my lunch breaks, making them more efficient in the area of heat retention. I translate ethnic slurs for Cuban refugees, I write award-winning operas, I manage time efficiently. Occasionally, I tread water for three days in a row.
I woo women with my sensuous and godlike trombone playing, I can pilot bicycles up severe inclines with unflagging speed, and I cook Thirty-Minute Brownies in twenty minutes. I am an expert in stucco, a veteran in love, and an outlaw in Peru.
Using only a hoe and a large glass of water, I once single-handedly defended a small village in the Amazon Basin from a horde of ferocious army ants. I play bluegrass cello, I was scouted by the Mets, I am the subject of numerous documentaries. When I'm bored, I build large suspension bridges in my yard. I enjoy urban hang gliding. On Wednesdays, after school, I repair electrical appliances free of charge.
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I can hurl tennis rackets at small moving objects with deadly accuracy. I once read Paradise Lost, Moby Dick, and David Copperfield in one day and still had time to refurbish an entire dining room that evening. I know the exact location of every food item in the supermarket. I have performed several covert operations for the CIA. I sleep once a week; when I do sleep, I sleep in a chair. While on vacation in Canada, I successfully negotiated with a group of terrorists who had seized a small bakery. The laws of physics do not apply to me.
I balance, I weave, I dodge, I frolic, and my bills are all paid. On weekends, to let off steam, I participate in full-contact origami. Years ago I discovered the meaning of life but forgot to write it down. I have made extraordinary four course meals using only a mouli and a toaster oven. I breed prizewinning clams. I have won bullfights in San Juan, cliff-diving competitions in Sri Lanka, and spelling bees at the Kremlin. I have played Hamlet, I have performed open-heart surgery, and I have spoken with Elvis.
so there was this one guy that i’m completely not talking to anymore cuz of some personal issues. and he had the nerve to show up to mah house without calling me and raise his voice with me and my mom? WOW….
then later that night our car’s window’s get completely smashed and everything…
Coincidence? i think not.
all the people at my school think its you. so stay away from me >:O
how long will i be able to keep this up without slacking off? D: i’m such a horrible blogger. oh well
anyhooos. i have a super awesome mommmy<3 :D she took time off work just so she can drive me to CVHS on friday so i get to skip school. yay. at 11:34, i arrived at cvhs, hung out and starved in the mat room, followed Caleb (ADORALBE!!1) to his 5th period, Skipped Jordan’s 6th period with him :D to get chipotle, hung out with Jordan and ADORABLE!!1 in the game room…ping pong room.. anex? yeah. =] and then went to…. quicklies with his friends and thenn… went to safeway to get picked up. a day well spent i sayyy
yesterdayy i went ice skating with jordan :D it was friggin cold -__-;; haha and jordan fell twice. teehee. it was hilarious. he was trying to regain his balance so it took him hecka long to actually fall. then he threw an iceball at me D:
i think i’m done… tammy… this feels like i’m talking to no one. xD